Relax:)

wussup atho!!long time no see no hear:P miss u girl..
abt ur feelings o ale7sasat alfalla illi bada2ti te7esseeha tara marra 3adi..I had the same feelings when i started my new rotation..the feeling was horrible..I thought when I start pedia al7aya 7atkoon bambi..bs 3ainek ma tshof illa alnoor..anwa3 alekte2ab o algaraf,1st day they were asking if i like pedia,,im like: ya i do:D 2nd day la7azt inno garaf o people asked me aish tebe tet5a99a9i ana: used to be pedia but not anymore..
Now 1 week later when i started to have oncalls, get to knw people more,things became pink faaaate7..;) bada2at alawda3 tata7assan..i went back thinking seriously of pedia:D
lonliness makes u feel weird..unwanted..mo66ahada..
Give urself a chance..and dnt take much time to get involved..things will improve and become better..